02/07/2007: "[Library] Waiting for time to 'fly'. I'm having fun, right?"

z_Z

See those two z's and the underscore? Those somehow get across my tired-ness. The addition of a capital 'z' is also significant, I think, though that little nuance is less important. Alas, I'm just not really able to sleep nowadays. Sleep for a bit, wake up, roll over and go back to sleep, repeat the process until I wake up about an hour to half an hour before my alarm goes up and stay in bed until it does, or get up and shower. At this point, I'm mildly disgruntled over the whole not-being-able-to-sleep thing.

Stuck on campus for another 2 hours today, because (for some reason I'm not totally aware of) I'm going to be attending some sort of "meet real-live Japanese people" event, since a group of Japanese university students have come to the school, and I was asked by my teacher to attend. I actually have a feeling of foreboding about this, and I'm pretty confident something's going to go horribly wrong today, but not much can be done about that at this point.

As it is, today has that dark-cloud feeling lurking over it, just waiting for something to go insanely wrong. It's actually done its job quite well so far, nothing's really working out today and things are actually pretty miserable, but I can't imagine that's all that's in store. I don't believe in premonition, but I also can't help but realize that when things start out poorly, they rarely seem to improve.

So, instead of studying for my test tomorrow (psych[ology] of lang[uage] development), I'm sitting here at this computer in the library and typing away. I'll probably write up some e-mails I've been not writing for a month now, read some articles for the test tomorrow, and then probably get on my way and waste some more time before heading out to my teacher's office.

That's about it for now. Still alive, still kicking. Just kinda blah.

Oh: And I'm well aware Valentine's Day is next week. People need not keep reminding me. Gah.


School

On Sunday, February 11th, Kat said:

Oh if people don't remind you, there's always the stores and advertisements , etc.
You can't escape...
Believe me, i've tried.
Blah
Dark cloud feelings are no good. i hope the event went okay ...

On Sunday, February 11th, Kat said:

i hope i still have your email...i'll try and look. Check your email if you can okay?