06/15/2008: "My apartment"

I had a chance to upload the video of my apartment today, so here it is, for your viewing pleasure!

My Apartment.

Please excuse the mess.. I had just moved in prior to making the video.

That's the weird thing about living alone and just working a job.. when you're done for the day, you're done. That's it. I'm just here, with nothing to do until I head into work tomorrow, in a little over 12 hours. Then I go out to work, come back tomorrow night, and find something to do until the next day.

I guess it's good in a way.. but I can't help but wonder: Now what? Is this what I went to all those years of school for..? To find things to do to waste time in the evenings until I retire?

Dunno.. I'm sure I'm just too introspective as of late, and still not quite adapting 100% to my surroundings. Hopefully it'll get better with time. Whatever happens, though.. I refuse to let my life become that; a series of events, a chain of one night after the next, ultimately killing time. I've worked too hard, come too far for that....

right?


Jason

On Wednesday, June 18th, kat said:

yes you have. i think you need time to adjust as you say-i believe you will build a network and find something to get involved in that keeps you learning and growing ...i do believe that but try to be patient wiht yourself and this whole adjustment process.
please call me if you need to hear a (somewhat) familiar voice.

On Wednesday, June 18th, kat said:

oh i just watched the video-what a nice apt...i like it : )