Juxtaposed in Japan
Monday, February 25th

Finally, up with the pictures!


Current Sounds: Within Temptation - Somewhere

Pictures attached, under "more.." at the end of this entry. Nothing too exciting, just decorating and stuff for Valentine's Day. This weekend, I bought decorations for St. Patrick's Day and will decorate.. probably on Friday, so it'll be up for about 2 weeks. Seriously, someone better do the decorating when I'm gone, or I'm gonna be really annoyed. It's partly because I firmly believe that these people who aren't natively from America should be exposed to American traditions, holidays, and culture. If you're ever to learn the language, you must also understand the values and ideals that influence the language. Second.. I spend about 22hrs+ there a week, so it might as well look nice and decorative!

Everything is still in flux right now in my life.. not too keen on the turns things are taking, but there's not a whole lot I can do about it. Go to bed at night, suck it up, get back into the groove of things in the morning. Alas, again, I can't exactly give details of what's up.. but it's none too chipper. I figure, like most things, it will come to pass. Life has a tendency of working that way. The name of the game is to just bunker down and keep at it until things blow over, and then ideally you can pull your head up again and face the future head on.

OTHER THAN THAT! Things are all right. I think I did okay on my two tests last week (not 100%, but doing pretty well), and I'm (mostly) keeping up with my studies. Japanese is tough.. and classical Japanese is even more insane. When I enrolled in a Japanese class years ago, I just wanted to be able to watch anime and be able to read some basic stuff. As I studied another year, I figured someday I'd be able to passably communicate. The idea that I'd be translating poems written in Japanese 1100 years ago never crossed my mind. I know I've said for years that I'd move to Japan, but you know.. the funny thing is that I never thought it'd happen!

So, I guess I should study a bit and then go to bed. Study, sleep, work, work, sleep, study.. that's.. pretty much what I do. Korea will definitely be a nice break; not only out of schedule, but to go see people I haven't seen in 4 months and just run around, not worrying about having to do x, or make sure y's done by a certain time.

Wish me luck.. back to adventure!

(and be sure to check the pictures!)
Jason on 02.25.08 @ 08:41 PM JST [more..]


Friday, February 22nd

[At Work] So much to do, and so little time to do it in.

Current Sounds: Linkin Park - From the Inside [Live]

Don't really have alot to say right now.. things are really hectic and, to be honest, kinda terrible. I'm sure soon I'll provide more detail, but it's all kinda ugly and I'm just trying to keep busy with work and classes, keep on truckin' day by day.

Figured it's not exactly right to disappear, though, so I should at least let people know that I'm still around. Just working alot, studying alot, and taking alot of tests. Kinda taking it easy and didn't go to all my classes this week, which is okay since attendance is a marginal part of my grade, but I need to get back on it next week. No matter how bad life gets or what happens to you in life, the important lesson to remember is that life keeps moving, and no matter what, you need to keep moving too.

I'm going to go meet my language partner soon to go practice Japanese, and then meet some other people later to watch a movie ("Juno", for the record. I've already seen it twice, but someone else wants to watch it).

Just trying to keep focused on the tasks at hand: keep studying, keep working, go to Korea, graduate, and move to Japan. Gotta keep at it.
School on 02.22.08 @ 08:48 AM JST [link]


Monday, February 11th

Subjectivity, and your very own history lesson

Current Sounds: Hoshi no Koe - 01 - Through the Years and Far Away

Feeling 'better' is a funny thing, really. While I do most certainly feel 'better' than I have in the past 5 days, I by no means feel 'good'. The funny thing is that by sheer comparison (which is necessary when you use a word such as 'better', as it is subjective), I feel great. On the grand scheme of things? Still not so good. Subjectivity can really put a positive (or negative) spin on pretty much anything, depending on how you want to look at it. Seeing that I'm not a markedly optimistic person, I think we can guess as to what my usual preferred spin is, but we won't go there now.

Having picked one of those ".. seriously, what's wrong with you" majors actually does lead to some interesting bonuses, if a bit questionable at times. Namely, it is almost always an instant conversation starter when majors come up and can carry things for awhile. Somehow, "East Asian Studies, Japanese history" is a little less common than business or psychology (the two most popular majors in the US), and at leave gives you something to talk about. By and large, people don't actually care any more than I care about the random stuff I talk to the cashier about, but it does provide a good, random starting point. Then there are the more in-depth conversations, with the people who have actually considered what it means that I studied Japanese (and Chinese) history. These people often like to get into some international politics discussions (note: probably not a good idea. I read Chinese and Japanese newspapers in English, and Japanese news in Japanese.. odds are, I probably know what's going on and the historical basis), or bring up my favorite question ever. Seriously. I'm totally not sarcastic here. I love the question.

....

Okay, I'm being sarcastic.

"Well, what do you think about the Hiroshima and Nagasaki bombings, then?"

It's not so much that I care about the question in and of itself.. it's the same to me as if you asked about some over-arching social issue. I have an opinion, I'm reasonably educated in the issue, and it's a fact of life that it exists. What causes problems is the other party's opinion, which by the time they're asking me for mine, they've already formed their's and are in no hurry to change it. So by asking what I think of this devastating historical scar, they're pretty much comparing notes. It doesn't help that my opinion on the issue isn't especially popular, though I think it's rather humanistic, ultimately.

In short, the bombing was terrible and a depressing loss of life. Alas, it was a necessary evil. If you review archival Japanese social/military training tapes and literature of the time, you'll find a Japanese populace that is not going to give up and will fight a very bitter, ugly war using every man, woman, and child. There are videos of children and school teachers training with bamboo spears and farm implements. These people would fight, and against the American and Russian (who were to come drive an invasion south through Korea and into Honshuu by Fall 1985) soldiers, they would die. Looking at the island battles (Marshall islands, Iwojima, Okinawa, others), the soldiers fight to the end, and the civillians ultimately were coerced into committing mass suicide. Basically, Allied forces would've not only taken harsh casualities (note, though, that the numbers MacArthur cited for the invasion of Kyuushuu were greatly inflated), but the Japanese would've suffered catastrophic losses.

Japan would also not have surrendered. While it is true they were seeking a possible surrender prior to the bombing, it was heavily stacked in their favor, which is something the Allies would never have accepted. It was all or nothing; terms Japan would never agree to.

Ugly as it was.. the bombing was such a huge, massive, unknown ordeal (the Japanese at this point were still unclear exactly what America had dropped on them) that it brought them to the negotiating table. Even the firebombings on Tokyo (which had killed more people in one night than either bomb did) couldn't do that, and had they spread out to more cities, again, the loss of life would be astounding.

Lastly, because America had bombed Japan into the ground, there was a certain guilt and responsibility that went along with this, leading to the Occupation period that ultimately put Japan in a position to rebuild and become one of the strongest economies in the world in such a short period of time.

So, as ugly as it may be, I think the bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki were 100% necessary, even though I agree that it really is a very sad scar on humanity's record and says something markedly awful about the evils we can commit. Nonetheless, I still believe that America is one of the greatest countries out there, and that it was the best of all evils.

I should get going to bed, I guess.. just felt like writing something for awhile. Almost all my free time goes to work, school, or preparation for school nowadays. My Japanese is getting better, which is good.. but I'd still like to live once in awhile.

Other bizarre questions I get with a fair degree of regularity:

Who's cuter? Korea, Japanese, or Chinese?
What do I think of the accents of the countries?
Which language sounds better?
Tell me something about Japan..
Do they really sell underwear in vending machines? (I do know the answer to this and no, I will not go into it)
Do you know anything about Korea? (Koreans tend to ask this one the most, for fairly obvious reasons)
Why don't you study Chinese? It's a better language (again, this tends to be related to the people who are talking to me.. typically Chinese, for obvious reasons)

Sleeeeeepy...
Jason on 02.11.08 @ 10:02 PM JST [link]


Friday, February 8th

I'm done being sick.. you hear me?? Done!.... I wish.

Current Sounds: Tenchi - TV Theme
Currently Feeling: Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick

I hate being sick. With a passion. I usually do my best to avoid it or, at the very least, minimize sickiness.. but no go. The one thing I have going for me is that I'm not experiencing nausea, just a "from the bowels of hell" cold kinda thing. Stuffy, achey, tired, have a fever and headache.. oh yeah, it's pretty exciting. Ideally, I can rest over the weekend and try to get over at least some of this.. or even better, maybe I'll be better by next week! Alas, I'm not an optimist.. but I'll pretend anyway.

Other than that, I decorated the computer lab for Valentine's day, and it looks nice and ready for the holiday now. I'll include pictures when I have some time to upload them (I actually have the pictures with me and my camera, but no way to upload them to the PC I'm on at work.. darn). The rest of the week was pretty much occupied with doing homework, school, or work. This weekend, in between starting a transcription project, I'll be going to a musical on Sunday.. should be fun! They have a nationally recognized (or so I hear) theater here on campus, and the woman who runs the program has daughters that will be in it and offered up some good seats to my boss at a discount rate, which has been passed onto me. I can't very well turn that down, now can I?

I've also been doing some more research into the city I'll be moving to in Japan. Overall, seems like a nice enough place; nice climate (except that it rains >75" per year.. note that my city now rains ~7" a year), fair size (kinda smallish, but better than being in a farm town of 1k people or one of the biggest cities), and pretty decently located (though note that Japan is roughly the size of CA, so getting from one city to another isn't all that much of a problem no matter where you are). We should start the contract and visa work in March, so.. time's ticking.

I need to install or otherwise make some better form of photo sharing/uploading system for my website soon. While it works pretty decently for when I want to show a picture or two, it leaves some to be desired when it comes to large quantities of photos, like going to Vegas, London, Korea, and other things like that. Seriously.. how else will I be able to send massive amounts of pictures out to people in an efficient manner?

Well, I've rambled enough, so I should probably get to reading this book on "Basic Connections: Making Your Japanese Flow".. we all know reading grammar books in your free time is the most awesome activity.

As a random aside: why do we have AARP magazines for the students to read? These are mostly 20-something year old students from other countries.. I don't imagine they possibly associate with the issues that aging Americans are facing in America's current socio-economic situation. Or perhaps I'm just analyzing this too much and these are just some magazines available for students to read to get some English in..
School on 02.08.08 @ 08:21 AM JST [link]


Sunday, February 3rd

'If I never go home, I become a king. If I go back it's the same old thing'


Can't say I've really done alot today, but I did manage to procure things for Valentine's Day for work. Naturally, I must continue my spree of decorating the computer lab for various holidays. Valentine's Day's next up on the list, and I figure I'll have the lab decorated for about 2 weeks. Why? Because I can! Besides, people should enjoy it. Below is an attached picture of the stuff I'll be bringing in to decorate and let people grab/take/whatever.

IMG_0007 (71k image)
Valentine's Day Stuff

Other than that, I'm sitting here, neglecting to do my homework. Well, in all fairness, I do have my textbook open, a JPN dictionary loaded up on screen, and a MSWord document appropriately named 'jpn_4**-essay-2.doc'. I really could be doing homework right now.. the only fundamental problem with this is that I haven't started writing yet. But other than a (relatively) short essay on what I think of America's relationship with nature, I need to translate some really old Japanese work (a passage from the Houjouki, I think), and skim two reading passages.. all by Tuesday! So, actually, I think I'm doing okay. The goal is to write the paper today in digital format, and do part of the reading, then transcribe it tomorrow night and do the translation tomorrow afternoon. Should be okay!

Been a pretty good weekend otherwise, just watched some movies, played some games, waited in the line at a government office, and picked some stuff up for work (decorations, see above). I still need to get those ever-awesome tax forms, but.. I guess that's the activity for this week.

I should probably get on to writing my paper, so I'll get going. I'll probably update again relatively soon.. odds are with pictures of the decorated computer lab!
Jason on 02.03.08 @ 10:49 AM JST [link]




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