Juxtaposed in Japan
Wednesday, August 29th

Quick update


Apparently the brain scans are back. Little to no activity. That friend of mine in the hospital has been given about a 2% chance of recovery by the doctors.

The family is making the decision on whether or not to pull life support soon.

A student at the University attempted suicide at their dorm over the weekend, but survived. And now a kid who just took some perscription pills with alcohol is going to die from an accident.

Life just isn't fair. Whoever sits back and watches this stuff happen is pretty sick indeed.

I'm sorry, Taylor, but apparently wanting something bad enough doesn't always end in the proper result.

We're hoping for the best, but unfortunately, the outlook's not so good.
Jason on 08.29.07 @ 09:31 PM JST [link]


Sunday, August 26th

Not at work.. yet!

Current Sounds: Nothing, really

Hey, I'm not writing at work. Now isn't that progress? Instead, it's Sunday night and I'm not doing homework. This wouldn't really be a problem if, you know, I didn't have a 6 page Japanese article to read. I think it's worth noting that when Japaese is written in newspapers, they use a more formal vocabulary (read: words I'm not familiar with) and write in a more stiff manner. It's tough, but at the same time, I'm sure it's a good experience. In the mean time, I just want to stab this paper repeatedly.

Oh! Totally forgot about my stats quiz due by Tuesday.. ha! I'm awesome.

Otherwise, the first week of school (as I may or may not have already stated.. I kinda forgot) went by pretty well, I think I'll do all right. I went to the house of one of the Japanese students (from my work) where she made some pork/bean sprouts/onion dish I never heard of, but it was pretty good. Then went out for about 4 hours of English/Japanese speaking on Friday, again with someone else at a coffee shop on Saturday, and again today for 4 more hours in the library. My goal is for about 6-8 hours of speaking a week, so I think 12 hours somehow meets/exceeds that. I think.

There are definite interesting situations (perks, maybe?) for being the only American/native-English-speaker at your job outside of the teachers. I certainly get to meet and get to know alot of people (there are 100+ students this semester). Plus! Assuming that the picnic/s are on my off days (work days), I can go on those, too. Pretty awesome, I must say.

Anyway, I need to get to bed so I can get up, go to work, and do that working thing. AND! Must read my Japanese homework.. what fun.

I'll write sometime in the relative near future.
Jason on 08.26.07 @ 08:54 PM JST [link]


Wednesday, August 22nd

[At Work] School has begun


So yesterday was first day of classes. Overall, they went pretty well. Aside from Japanese, I think they're going to be relatively simple and not require much input from my end in order to do decently. Not bad, per se, but it means that I'll have my head sitting on various desks for about 4 hours a day, or otherwise studying Japanese/reading a book/what-have-you. Not to say that it'll be entirely effortless, but I'm sure you understand.

Japanese, of course, is a different story, but I think it'll be a good class. Having to actually do work in that is a good thing, and ideally will mean that I may learn something.

Right now, I'm pretty much just waiting around for something to happen. Students are in class, so not much is happening in the computer lab. I need to do some Japanese reading sometime before tomorrow, but I think that can be arranged. It's just a waiting game, I guess.

I also think I might be sick, but it's been for nearly a week now, which is incredibly annoying. I don't like taking medicine, and I don't like being stuffy. Blah.

As for other things going on, no changes in the condition of my coworker. Still mostly comatose in the hospital... I try to not dwell on it, as there's nothing I can do.. but it really is terrible.

I should go and run some errands or otherwise keep busy. I'll write later..
School on 08.22.07 @ 06:25 AM JST [link]


Friday, August 17th

[At Work]

Current Sounds: PC fans and stuff

Just a quick update.. apparently the information on my coworker was overly optimistic.

Not really awake, in fact it seems like the opening of his eyes is just an involuntary motion. Totally unaware of the presence of people around him, their speech, or even touch.

So.. yeah, still not looking good.

Otherwise, I did some paperwork today, testing 10 more students, and will go do some orientation stuff today. Bought most of my textbooks today as well, from Amazon (can save quite a bit that way).

Yeah.. not so good.
Jason on 08.17.07 @ 09:24 AM JST [link]


Thursday, August 16th

When it rains, it pours...

Current Sounds: Tongari Kids - B-Dash

So, how did this week start? With quite a bang, actually.

-I found out my webhosting was up, so I had to renew and purchase a new hosting package. This is generally not much of an ordeal, but it means that I had to backup every file and, more importantly repoint my domains to the new host. This generally takes up to 72 hours, so that means it also took out my e-mail addresses (hosted through jrem.net) for 2 days.. and I also lost every single e-mail in both of those accounts. No big deal.. I'll live. I just today have the site up and running, I think my e-mail's active again, and hopefully my journal's working. This brings us onto number 2:

-I was told Monday that my coworker (and a friend of mine) was in a coma, on life support, and given about 50% chance of life/death. Note that he's 18 and someone I spent quite a bit of time talking to and trying to help him get setup with the East Asian Studies department. Now, this week is placement testing, which means that we have roughly 20 students coming every day (and about 8 every night) to take a test and then get placed into a class (lots of confusing, long, boring descriptions of my duties would go here, but I'll spare you). Have I mentioned that said coworker's mother is also someone I'm markedly close to because... she's my boss? Which means that the person in charge of all the placing of students and testing is also gone this week. I pulled an 11hr day yesterday.. definitely not high on my list of things to be doing, but I think it's necessary in times like this.

So, to make a long story short: this week has sucked pretty bad. Naturally, my sympathy goes out to my coworker and boss.. both people I'm on really good, rather personal terms with. The idea that someone can e-mail you on Friday afternoon and talk about what you'll do next Monday and then be struggling for his life only 24 hours later is just.. tough. I guess it's just 'life', but that doesn't make it any more right, or any easier to accept. I always call him 'the kid' when talking about him.. and he really is a good guy.

Not to mention the whole events surrounding this situation bring about way too many uncomfortable memories from my own past. Things I'd really rather never think about again.

This basically means that I've been working alot, not really sleeping much, and just generally been kinda distracted and distant. Working all day and coming back to fight with domain names and webhosts.. not really what I need. But regardless, work needs to get done, no matter what's happening around you.

I do have to mention, though, that as of this morning he was waking up, opening his eyes, and responsive. Not really talking yet (having a tube down your throat and being in a coma for 5 days probably does that to you), but definitely a sign of good progress. All signs point to that he'll be pulling through this, but the question now is what, if any, damage was done.

Gotta go back to work tomorrow, and then get ready for classes to start next week.

2 days a week, classes. 3 days a week, work.

I'll bounce back. I just need some time to let all this stuff kinda mix around a bit before I pull myself back up. The important thing to remember is that life moves on.. for better or for worse, it always moves on.
Jason on 08.16.07 @ 09:32 PM JST [link]


Saturday, August 4th

Closing ceremonies... please, please don't make me tweak the volume anymore

Current Sounds: Lennon - Where do I Fit in?

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Did the Closing Ceremonies today. Had a lunch in a large conference room in a hotel and was in charge of all the A/V stuff, microphones, and playing movies for the group of 210~ people who attended. Pretty interesting day all in all, though I admit it's really sad to see all these people who you had spent the past 4-8 weeks with up and leave. While my job as 'lab monitor' puts me in a semi-distant post from many of these students, I still saw alot of them on a nearly daily basis, and some I actually spent alot of time talking to and forming relationships with.

I have a week off starting now, nothing to do until a week from Monday, so I'm going to try to find some stuff to keep myself busy, or maybe go out some places with some people who are still in town (my, wasn't that a detailed sentence?)

I really, really need sleep. But in the mean time, here's a photo from the closing ceremony. Me and one of the students (a girl named Jenny, from Taiwan). She actually gave me a small present a week before the closing ceremony.. pretty touching, to be honest. You don't really realize how much you actually impact people sometimes.
Jason on 08.04.07 @ 02:36 AM JST [link]




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